| I just wanted to let everyone know that though I am not one to always comment... I still read the posts when I can... it makes me feel like I am at least checking in on people.. Different note... God keeps my blessings coming and I continue to mush things up sometimes... ahh the life of a sinner... poo... either way I am doing great... well maybe less than great but not too shabby... I miss Jessica a lot... she knows that and when she is home for break if you need me i will be working or w/ her... I plan on consuming some much needed cuddle time w/ her. I have been thinking of what i want to do.. though i enjoy the money at the bank... and starbucks it a hoot... i dont feel its where i am supposed to be... duh... i want to do missions or just run away top the forest and just be artistic... anyone want to fund such a project? Heck just marry me and i will make money on the side from my crafts lol ... well i am off the bank she calls... silly lunch break and it not being long enough... |
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| Stop , Play, Rewind..... Pause, Fast Forward..fast forward, fast forward, fast forward.... fast forward..
STOP!
I feel like someone has their finger on the Fast Forward button on my life... Everything seems to be Zooming by, I am zooming by and leaving some friends in the dark... It hard to play pick up/ catch up when you are constantly on the GO.
REWIND
The 3 B's are now taking up my time.... Bank girl, Barista, and Babysitter... I am lucky I have time for God. My schedule...
Mon : up at 5am ( work from 8-5) then Starbucks 6- close ( 12:30) Tues. same as above Wed. work at the bank 8-5 NO STARBUCKS! Thurs. same as Monday and Tuesday Fri: same as Wed. Sat: depending on when and where I may work the morning at the bank or at starbucks, or have the evening off Sunday MY DAY OFF!!! I go to church.. or hang out w/ people thats it... no work!
stop... please ahh... I dont have time for friends ... I cant even think about having a relationship if i wanted to... thats out of the question... and I am missing people... a lot...
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| today was the best darn freakin day ever!!!! no one was mean to me at work ... everyone was nice and polite and gave me exact change weee.... yay starbucks you redeemed yourself
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| Jenny and I are home...we've been home ... The trip was great.... my Birthday was awesome... I am now 20 years old, and enjoy it so far. I am wondering what God has instore for me, waiting in hopefull anticipation. Let HIS will be done though. I am working my bum off trying to get out of debt... it will happen i am sure... i have to just work for it. My sister came back to Christ and i almost cried in the car when she told me... Praise God....
Sometimes like now i want to just run away... take a few people w/ me or go somewhere where no one knows me.... that sounds nice. |
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| Today is the day... Jenny and I are off to have a weeks worth of adventures.... North Carolina here we come .... I hope the Rain hides for one week... we want to spend out time on the beach....we're girls so we're packing a lot... i hate that ... i always pack so much ..... either way we're going to have a blast and visit w/ friends and yes... pray for our safety there and driving... love you all i will see you on the 14th... ( my birthday is the 18th....so yeah ) |
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